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Saturday, May 27, 2006
kno wad...im betta off without a mothershe's not helping at all..instead she's making me feel horribleevryting she says...r so hurtingevryting frm her to me are all negativeani idea how horrible i feel?!?u tink i hav a heart of stone??u consider urself my mother??even my chi tutor treats me betta...kno wad...i try not to be bothered wif u...apparently im living under e same roof as u...n i feel so horrible...i hate u im telling ui am not ur daughter...u r not my mother...i dont care if ur my biological motheri hate u for nuts...since u r treating me tis way n since u hate me so muchi wish i wasn even born into tis horrible familyno one will understand my statebcos evryone will onli believe the ADULTu r jus my care taker
[*taz89*]9:56 PM
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
i've not blogged for quite long tym...my o level chi is nxt monmy camp oso nxt monn i still hav chem lessons during campwad shitcheenanai peifu those hu r working hard for chihaix...i found myself a priest..and a councellor lenow i need to find myself a phycharist...a mental theropista physical theropistyar...these chosen ones will do a gd job to serve meso tad i will feel betta when feeling horrible...yup...so tad i will get less frequent headachesyes indeed...these ppl shall be paid evey monthhehehe
[*taz89*]6:06 AM
Friday, May 19, 2006
im veri scared nowmy a maths failed...i cant eva fail tadbud i jus didi am so scaredi dontkno how tutor is going to reacti dontkno how my parents r going to reacti dontkno of i will be grounded for life...i realli veri veri scaredden my chi exam is nxt nxt mon 29th mayhow lori got a B3 for chi larand all e papers all together on tad same day knoi realli can go n die nowi feel so so scaredi feel so helpless now
[*taz89*]5:53 AM
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
i jus came home not long agooh manim so tiredhahan i still hav hw to do by tmlchinese comphrealamakso chim lorso tiredhehehei wan slp oso cannotcheenanaarhhhi dont feel lyk going skl for lessons leso boring n xianrealli boy oh boyhehehestay at home rot so much nicernow tad i hav shows to watchhehehei love ithehehenononobud i'll miss sum1 lyk tadhahahahmmwads wif my head??aniwaei realised tad i mus buy nice clothesbud lyk i cantad mother wouldn even wan to giv me $$i buy wad shiteven the cheapest clothes oso i cant affordhaiyarso sickits annoying okiesuper lorim jealous of those hu can buy n buyn buy clothes n tings they wan for useHAHAHAi dislyk it when ppl tokk abt money infront of me...i realli dislyk it alotoh manim realli sleepy nowoh dearest me...my comphre passage'a abt da chang jing...hahahahow boringokie byes
[*taz89*]3:50 AM
Monday, May 15, 2006
im home...not long agoi find tad skl's realli yucky nowexcept for FEW tings=)hahahahaoh u shud kno wad ba...heheheoh boy oh boyim burning redlyk i jus got sun burnty huh??i oso din go beachcheenanaso funny onehahahahaiyartoday i got back my chi exam paperi am devastatedhehemy marks was more horrifying tad evaif they eva knew these marksi'll b grounded for surehaix...it was bad...so badi couldn feel aniting much aft wad i feltcheenanalets see...i realised im not worthy to b in band 1i can onli sigh nowjus tell mehow am i going to sit for my o level chion 29th may???i jus left a few more wksaRrRrRhhhhhhhso sadi haven gotten back oth papers...bud mayb i alreadi kno the results lartata
[*taz89*]2:11 AM
Saturday, May 13, 2006
its raining heavilythe sky goes BOOMarrhhhow scaryits mother's day!n we decided to go eat CRYSTAL JADE DIM SUM!one of my CRAVINGS!hahahahabud its pouring heavily...how 2 go...im still at home now...hahahaits onli 1152amwheeeokie my maid is vacuuming my room nowwhile im in the room...its xtremely noisy and i cant stand it cheenana...in 5 mins tym she betta be out of the rmhehehehehetoday...nono when i woke up...i was in a bad bad moodall started when my mum took so long in the toileti lack patience to waiti knocked her doorand she ignoredi knocked agn n said i wann take my toothbrush outshe IGNORED AGNi got angryn shoutedhaixokie finally maid's outa my rmits too noisy alreaditar-bo-leh-tar-hanhmm...i feel lyk slping morebud i cantltr i might get headache which i dowan toheheheheandre lim is still playing xboxso how are we going to go for dim sum??okie..im too eagerbud im not feelings hungrycheenanahow to eat??hahahaltr will b laraniwae byes"tell the world to SMILE=)"
[*taz89*]8:49 PM
im having headache nowoh boymus be i woke up too late todayand slept too much last nighthmm...aniwae...there's no nice shows in tv...onli at certain tym intervals...boring...hmmbud stayin home is quite nicecos i can slp as n when i lyk=)okie tads dumb...all i did today was watch tv..went out awhile...wrote letta...slp...eat...jus lyk a pig!hahahahaarrhhim realli having a bad headachehaiyar
[*taz89*]7:21 AM
Friday, May 12, 2006
rahhhits so dark now...its gonna rainhehehetoday aft tuition i went tm...hahai made my mum n andre go out wif mehehehewent mini toons to buy sweets to hong andre firstheheheden went to sum shopsto see sum tings=)and bought sum tings oso=)hahaha...wondered arnd for while...den went helenbought necklaceshahahaso nice!mummy oso bought onehehehethe earrings so nice tooobud prefered the necklaceshahahaden andre got impatientits was obvious as he started figidtingand walking in n out of helenhahahaimagine my mum asked him which necklance was nicerbud yar...jus to keep him companyhahahaso funnyaniwae...my music is blasting now n my brain is oso going to blast its so loud...arrrhhh...having nth to do feels good lorhahato me its betta den doing sumthing...hehsee...im jus lyk a pig nowhahahaokie mayb ltr i blog agnbyebye
[*taz89*]11:14 PM
arrrhhh...its night tym now...hehei watched tv n eat the whole day...jus lyk an exact pigdearest me...i hope tml mummy will take me to tmto get sumting okie...i mus get tad ting...n go see sumting elsea mus lar...hehehecant u jus leave andre at home a while...have maid at home oso wadi dont care manoh bring him out...wdv...i jus wan to get the tings can leveri fast lari dont care i dont carei hav to get in during tis wkendif not no tym lehehehehealamak...im so fullsee lyk pig liddatcheenana larsupposed to be on diet now...bud yet i hav so many cravings...hahahaaiya...onli cravings...not say im gonna get to eat them... hehehei love to hav freedom n be freeeeewheeei miss sum1=)today is frii still hav 2 more days b4 i can see her agnhahahahokie tata byes
[*taz89*]5:45 AM
Thursday, May 11, 2006
hi there...its lyk 1pmits quite boring at home...bud i dont quite mindaniwae ltr hav show to watch!not bad not badhahahaim tinking of wad to make n how to makebud i hav no materials...lyk color paper... or markershow patheticcos i hav lyk no money to buyso cheenanaalamakhai yarhmm...lets seei woke up at 1145 i tinkstill feel lyk slping now kno...cant lar...realli a pig larhehehen my stomach's not hungry... amusing=)hahahagd wad...no need eat lyk a pig...i hav enuf of having a characteristic of a pig ler...tad is SLEEPING...lolaniwae...hav i toked abt my cravings?okie i shall say it here...hmm...i hav cravings for SUSHI BUFFET=)" " for STEAMBOAT=)" " for JACK'S PLACE=)" " for SATAY=)" " for BACARDI=)" " for PASSIONFRUIT ICEBLENDED=)" " for CRYSTAL JADE DIM SUM=)i tink tads all baa...if i hav more ltr den write here agnlolmy fingers are tired le...tata
[*taz89*]10:03 PM
last day of exam!whee!finally...aft 2 weeks of torturehehehearr...den i went out wif PPLhahahashe cut her hair today..lolnot bad quite nice=)den we went tmoh boy tm hav many sac pplhahahaden sum of the PPL went ko-ping tingshahai attempted to...bud nononoits naughty of me to do ithahahim sensible for once lar...lolden we walk walk walk evrywhere...frm CS to TM...hahaarrback and forthhere and theresee now my curf muscle having muscle acheouch ouch!!cheenanaaiyoden went to the 4th level playgrnd...sat tad SWINGING TINGwahlao...both of us almost diedso GOGGYhaharryesyesoh yes...den b4 tadwe went to HELEN and 77th STREETyes...HELENthe necklace so NICEar!! crown!hahaarrokie den went 77th street,...oh yar!i am going to buy tad "L" for herhahahahahahahabrilliant huhhahaarrhmmokie back aft tad GOGGY playgrndwe went mac...did nothingalmost fell aslp...er actually i did slpokie fineden we went homei was GOGGY in the bus toon the bus was making me even MORE GOGGYokie aniwae...my fingers are tired larno more strength to typebyebye=)"so happy together"=)=)
[*taz89*]1:32 AM
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
today was amaths2 b chem mcq...so wasted and rubbishified...haharraft tad...went outfirst went to National library at near bugisi nv knew it was there b4till todayhaharden its super duper quiet therecant tahanis lyk practically no sound at at...except for the sound we were making hahaden we tried using the comwe had to hav sum membership tingto use comden we dont havso tried hacking in2 ppl's accountshahaaramusingi got "scolding" by a toilet auntiei sat on sum high wall in toiletden she scold me dontkno wad tinghow wud i kno larpiece of shit ar tad womanden raise voice at meta ma dehu cares abt tad womananiwaeyarden we were starvedso went eat machmmhaharden we walked pass the fountain few tymswaoi lyk tad fountain manso fun to play in iti still rmb me in sec2 or zit 3...yarwe played in tad fountainin our tourney clotheslolso veri fun okiei so enjoyed ithaharrden we went orchardhahari wanted to pierce earhmmden we went walking arnd in search of sum shopsheheden went in2 one 7-11attempted to buy bacardiput failedtad annoying cashier manpiece of shitstoop larfollow wad rules larpack of rubbishhmmden we jus walked arnd here n therehahaden we were finding a mall called..P...yarwalked up down but still couldn findhaharrden we came up to a directory boardrealised we walk wrongly lehhehden go correct way lorwent far easthhaaharwanted to find ear piercing shopbud decided go tm insteadahaharso took train back larden evryone went down cept val soo lana n iwent 77th street pierce 2nd one frm e tophehenow it's still painful lorburning feeling...oh dearim so xtemely slpy nowhehei went home late todayalmost 8okie byes
[*taz89*]6:04 AM
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
im love sickdearest me...hahaari need a love doc...aniwae i've found one...hahaaarr" love doc"...hahaarr aniwaes...my exams r gone casei dontkno y im studying stilli might as well go b a farmer...or a sheperdhahaden i'll go newzealand...those huge pastrual green fields...n live life in peace...at least not so hectic as in urban city...okie wad crap...now...wad dreadful system do i havalmost evryday i feel lyk vomiting...at at least 1 part of the dayhow ridiculous...hehei lyk the bear alot=)its so cutehahar...its named LANCEhahaarrnice name huh...hahaarrmy screen is bonkers now...shit mancheenanaokie byes
[*taz89*]5:04 AM
Sunday, May 07, 2006
i hate andrelimkaiweni hate tad bloody hell boyi hate him lyk shithe's worst den a piece of shithe's worst den an enemyhe's a bloody sucking bastardim chao pissed wif tad bastardhate him lyk shithe's such a shitbastardbloody shit himspoilt lyk shitall thx to tad motherall tad woman's faultits all her bloody shit teachingsbloody hellevryting against mebloody shitgo n diesucker fucking bastardboth of u are my worst enemies
[*taz89*]3:33 AM
Friday, May 05, 2006
following sub exams...will be so heavy...amths1 wif bioemaths2 wif chemwad rubbish lar the combitchers in sac r rather dumb in arranging our exam tym table...tis is seriously a bad combi...im lyk going 2 be veri stressed...hai...bud i hope i can cope...realli lar...if not my probs will cum out agn...cheenana...hmm...i am officially growing fatcos of tad tennis ball sized choc it was so fattening!omg!?n i cant believe i finished it...i am insane...aniwae jan bought for men i chose itbud how was i supposed 2 kno tad e whole ting is choc??oh my gosh lar...so much calories put on...wif so much fats...n i drank bacardi aft tad...cheenana...tis totalli calls for a DIETING PERIODhmmbud i dontkno if i can do it during examcos i mus concentrate...bud lyk i can liddattok rubbish onlihai yaltr lar...im lyk terrified of my weighthai...i wish i am a pure geniusrealli...today we had a common dream...abt us=)i wish it can cum thrutad dream rocks...cos its wif ui've been day dreaming abt it...its so addictive...too wonderful...so amusing...ur imagination is so gdloli love tad dream=)realli alot haha
[*taz89*]6:49 AM
Thursday, May 04, 2006
i had one of the most painful stomach prob today...i dontkno wad it was...mayb gastric...bud its lyk whole day?den my emaths1 din do properly...so sad okies...its lyk maths...n i cud do the qns bud was too weak for brain functioning...so stoop n dumb lar meim so disappointed in myself...oh my gosh...my geog...im so stressedstill hav so much to rmbi tell u...i will jus toot aft evryting...so wad if i rmb...end up oso cant write dem downwaste tym onli...haiyai hav prob consuming food le...i eat sumting or drink...den even more painfuldearest me...i dont wish to die so young...i dont wan to suffer pain...cheenana...countless days to live??
[*taz89*]4:28 AM
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
dearest me...its my exams now...n im so stressed...i dont feel lyk studyingi feeel lyk sum idiot...im unsure of tings yet im not finding dem out...hai...i feel down...i feel moodless...i feel restless...i feel lyk i hav no life...each day gets worst wif the sub...can go n die lar...one day i will slp in my car...n tads it for mei tok to myself...or wallor computer...or ani item or object...but sumtyms not a person...implies tad im going crazy alreadi...but my madness is silent...so its quite okieim not exactly going to be a lunatic...i'll jus lose a nervewell...im losing it now...i hav a sudden downness...oh well..cos i cant exactly see u for nxt few days...n oth tings r going haywire...i hav decisions tad i dislyk to make...i dislyk to b in dilemas...cos it makes me go lalala...tad means crazyi hav many tots in my small head...n its too conjested...i need a brainwashi shud lose sum unneccessary memory nowbut how...wad in grim's name am i speaking...i've totalli lost my head...i feel horrible now...hmmpmy heart's gonna stop beating ani moment soonhmmpi feel terriblewad is my brain doing to me...cheenanasum1 kill me now...u hav my permission baai will feel peaceful aft tad...bud i'll b sry to sum1...so i'll take my words back...cookiemonster cookiemonstercookiemonster cookiemonstercookiemonster cookiemonstercookiemonster cookiemonstercookiemonster cookiemonstercookiemonster9tyms thereecnal ecnalecnal ecnalecnal ecnal6tyms herein total is...96=)
[*taz89*]3:07 AM
dearest me...its my exams now...n im so stressed...i dont feel lyk studyingi feeel lyk sum idiot...im unsure of tings yet im not finding dem out...hai...i feel down...i feel moodless...i feel restless...i feel lyk i hav no life...each day gets worst wif the sub...can go n die lar...one day i will slp in my car...n tads it for mei tok to myself...or wallor computer...or ani item or object...but sumtyms not a person...implies tad im going crazy alreadi...but my madness is silent...so its quite okieim not exactly going to be a lunatic...i'll jus lose a nervewell...im losing it now...i hav a sudden downness...oh well..cos i cant exactly see u for nxt few days...n oth tings r going haywire...i hav decisions tad i dislyk to make...i dislyk to b in dilemas...cos it makes me go lalala...tad means crazyi hav many tots in my small head...n its too conjested...i need a brainwashi shud lose sum unneccessary memory nowbut how...wad in grim's name am i speaking...i've totalli lost my head...i feel horrible now...hmmpmy heart's gonna stop beating ani moment soonhmmpi feel terriblewad is my brain doing to me...cheenanasum1 kill me now...u hav my permission baai will feel peaceful aft tad...bud i'll b sry to sum1...so i'll take my words back...cookiemonster cookiemonstercookiemonster cookiemonstercookiemonster cookiemonstercookiemonster cookiemonstercookiemonster cookiemonstercookiemonster9tyms thereecnal ecnalecnal ecnalecnal ecnal6tyms herein total is...96=)
[*taz89*]3:07 AM
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