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Friday, June 30, 2006
wad a sad day...realli veri depressing and tormenting...i wnt 4 tjc audition today...din realised their coach was my previous coach...den i was so scared to play...cos i havent played for mnths...so i played so horribly...i wasn accepted in their tennis...how sad can tis be lar...i jus couldnt take it...how cud i do tis...why did he recognise me at first...he cud hav done so aft i played or sumting...den i wont b so nervous i was wondering how he recognised me...n still rmb andre lim...so odd...aniwae...i tink coach roistant...howeva his name is spelt...wont giv me another chance or chances ba...i wished i cud hav more chances...realli...n i wish i cud regain my strength n ability to play tennis agn...haix...tis evening...was one of the saddest days aft skl reopened so far...no one can understand how impt tad was to me
[*taz89*]7:15 AM
Thursday, June 15, 2006
i hav to ren...i cannot make my final decision nowits oni the beginning of my conclusiontym is needed...thou there's hardly tym leftthou i feel veri sad abt it...bud tis shud be my test on endurancetis might turn out...to be short term for us or mayb long termall depending on us oni...if we breakdown easily...it will b the end of us
[*taz89*]6:03 AM
Monday, June 12, 2006
my goods days are numbered alreadi...if oni i could...i wud...change tym back to when i was...4 yrs old
[*taz89*]6:06 AM
Saturday, June 10, 2006
wo xin li hen nan guo...=(
[*taz89*]4:49 AM
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
feeling stress at home...going out wud be nice...cos it'll let me feel more relaxedseeing u...even thou im stressed or sad...i feel relaxed n comfortable...least i dont feel tense...n i feel happier...im saying words frm my heart...hmm...tis is my first and best one wif u...no matter wad...i wont eva forget u...i cant do it...i jus hav a special feeling for u...tad jus cant disappear...hmmmits plain happiness i hav wif u...nth else...tola uoy evol yllaer i=)
[*taz89*]5:02 AM
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
i feel drowed wif sadness...even thou i try desperately to feel happy
[*taz89*]5:07 AM
shall i tell say how much i hate demespecially the mother...least i hav the courtesy to reply...unlyk u n ur attitude towards me onli...its obvious u treat ppl u dislyk tis way...n i obviously dislike u lyk shit...ur onli selfish to me...treat the rest nicely except me huhits 100% obviousi dislyk u lyk shit...in fact i hate tis mother...u see tings at the wrong tym...u understand tings the wrong way...im not a genius wadWAD TO DOu dont hav to say..."joel din study n got 13 points"its obvious wad ur implying to mejus shut the fcking mouth uplet me tell u tis...U JUS RUIN MY MOOD TO STUDY INSTEAD OF HELPINGget tis clear u heartless bitch...tad ur making me feel more terrible den evai wan u to disappear frm my sight
[*taz89*]12:38 AM
Saturday, June 03, 2006
ehhh...i haven been blogging for awhile...my life now is so terribleits lyk...parents N all are stressing me lyk shitabt my results...n bcos im taking o levels tis yr...especially on my eng...they dont let me go out...dont let me watch tv in the daytis don let tad dont leti wan to rest oso knowth...i use com now oso hav to do secretlywth larim so bloody miserable now...onli now...may onlin im so stressed until can dieimagine ltr on...wth larn dey're making my mood worst dan evaall their damn fault i hate dem lyk shitseems lyk dey're tryin to help me...in actual fact...dey're ruining my mood to studySERIOUSLY LARENGLISH ENGLISH ENGLISH...tad idiotic woman told the whole world abt my horrendous resultsespecially my ENGLISHn say all my sub are horrible... such as C and FAILfine lar...wahlaoden say i cant even make it to polyden he said tad he's so smart bud y arent i??i dont kno larHOW I KNO LARI DONT KNO LORwahlao ehno one can understand how terrible im feeling now...soon...the news will be broken tad stephanie died frm stressokie rubbish...i am going to leave home...cos my home is too stressful alreadi
[*taz89*]3:45 AM
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