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Wednesday, January 31, 2007
i came back at lyk wad tym??1257 am lolx...frm work!aiya,,today was bz,,bud dontkno y,i felt so bored inside la..lyk wan to smile,laugh oso veri diff..kena sai la..n i wasn at de right mind too lorx..pathetic me,,de whole shit tym was miserably tinking of JJh...N i even msg to ask how he shit is,,but for de whole day no reply,,asshole,,treat me liddat..how can he lorx..chao ji da huai dan lorx,..chaoX1000000 ji da huai huai huai dan:(wao lao,,damn xing tong la..he's lyk a dead person now can..or more lyk i nv existed to him??miss him lyk shit,,asshole sucker idiot piece of shit,,i hate JJh so much,,but still lyk him so much,,wad's de prob wif me??i oso dontkno,,im such a brain dead idiot...tis whole ting wif him was freakin nonsense lorx,,zao zidao,,jiu bu yao xihuan ta le lorx:(now so damn hard to stop,,no choice laoh dear me,,tml work 12-6,,sure late lorx!i evryday slp lyk pigg,,wake up soo late=S...im so tired till i can stay in a coma lolx...GOODNIGHT
[*taz89*]9:32 AM
Saturday, January 27, 2007
rahhh..so so full!cos val & i ate fish n co.,,so much food man!but we oni ordered one dish=)wif drinks n soup la..so freakin full,,till i feel so nausea lolx..haha,,den crop n chongie came=)so exciting=)den dey ate quite alot,,n drank sooo much water lolx!6 cups haha!so funny la,,we're laughin non stop haha,,their ice cream looked soo delicious=)den dey ate till so bloody full,,till crop wanted to vomit!HAHA,,hu ask her drink soo much water! lolxaniwae,,b4 tad kena freakin scolding by a customer,,walao so damn sad la,,n i felt bad cos jasmine kena more la,,=(might as well jus scold me la,,not her lorxaniwae ova le la..so darn sad la,,everi wk i make so freakin mani mistakes..sighsigh..and abt tml,,i rather go & die den go for tad stupid alumni..so bloody forced to la! kena sai la=X so irritated
[*taz89*]9:31 AM
Friday, January 26, 2007
im soo tired la..omg,,sun is comin le HOW?shyt man, i hate tis sunday la..n my racket's so not wif me too..lyk wdv lorx,,hmmm,,today went sch went val,charlene, adele & rosanne=)er to pass bk to ppl la,,if nt go for wad lorx..no rymn of reason...den met n toked to sum of their teachers, fun thou..er den went to eat food wif mdm chan n her daughter, beverly=)so cute la,, pri1 oni=)aiyo, im 16 le n she's oni 7???lolx i feel super old la,,9 yrs apart leii...den i pei charlene n val go karate b4 going to resturant for meeting,,,shyt man,,i do hope i can work full tym on those CNY days la..cos i said can on my own accord=) ha..shucks la,, tml hav work at 12pm, i haven slp yet, 3am le lorx,,i wan work longer but ray dont allow,,POS la,,kiddin la=)hmmm,,once in awhile..i was tinkin if shud 4get u la...cos my hart's going bonkers frm missin u le,,my brain's going nuts as well,,i myself am going crazy soon..mayb one day i will stop liking u la..hu knows
[*taz89*]10:51 AM
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
DONT make me call u an asshole for hurting me so badly thou u tink i wont feel hurt..u betta NOT hide from me cos we'll end up still meeting agn..wad kind of DA NAN REN are u man??face me if u realli are a real one la!freak u,, im pissed off wif u for doing tad to me,but yet i stil freakin lyk u so much,,no matter wad i so cant forget abt lykin u la kkx..n i miss u lyk shit la u freak,,i feel damn painful inside kkx,,it's not lyk i wan2 feel it,,but it hurts lyk shit practically everyday no matter how happy i am la...so wad if u gt o levels' tis yr huh??obviously i kno it's impt cos i've taken it le,,but if u on every sat can go out wif frens, y cant i even c u??u even said i can c u agn if ur free...u freakin boy,,liar! u were bloody toying wif me!i hate u lyk shit,,but i lyk u lyk shit as well...tads why im feeling freakin painful inside la,,tis's is de first damn tym im feeling soo painful can..
[*taz89*]7:22 AM
soo sleepy today...wao man, so lucki my fren last min asked me out 4 dinner,,den aft work i no need go home so earli haha=)wa lao eh fcuk laaaa,,bloody hell irritating la tad woman!so sickening,, wad go there jus for her my shit la,,ass la,ARGH IM so freakin irritated la wa lan lei...my blood's boiling lorx wad the shit stop forcing us to freakin go,,and using freakin captain n wad "already sent out names in le" to threaten us la!?besides,, so damn few ppl play wad shit la..sure no fun lorx,,boring lyk shit la!assssssssssss!?!wa piang,,i so need to cool down la..my blood is boiling i can even cook egg lorx..POS POS POS POS POS POS!!aaarrgghhhhhh
[*taz89*]6:48 AM
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
hey hey hey,,i worked 11 hrs today! lolx...12-11=)..bud hor i not tired physically la..oni sleepy..lyk jus now when i had 2 act as a customer during my break!hahahahaha...i fell alsp on de table la=)..today work was okie la, bit fun here n there..thou still made mistakes..aiyo, so funni la...tml im workin 12-6, xian la in de day..wad to do in de night lei??eatin grapes now! yum=)wo hoo!, i love char's mp3..cos e songs r nice=)especially tad "liang shan bo & ju li ye", and "ting mama de hua"..super nice la,,haaaa, aft get my pay i hope to buy mp3=)o level results r officially cumin out on de 9th feb,,oh man, im soo nervous..erm,,23 days frm de 1st le..sigh..i've waited 23 days for you le,,but still no change,,so sad=(
[*taz89*]8:46 AM
Monday, January 22, 2007
wa,,i din kno there was str8 bus frm airport to home,,good lei=),,53!hahahahaha...aniwae, today few staff,,wa lao, i was de oni GIRL..aniwae, came back early today lei,, abt 1145 liddat..=)tml i chose to work full tym..cos 1 reason, hav val there ma...so wont b so lonely ba...i hope so la,,xian la..jus try lorx,, if too tiring or lonely or xian den forgetit lor...er..val said sch is WEIRD now??i tink so too...so weird la, it changed till lyk so...aniwae,,my life is dead xian la,,it's as good as not having one..my so called story,,jus ended in the middle of nowhere=(wad's de ending,,or de nxt starting..it's left unknown...=(
[*taz89*]8:27 AM
Sunday, January 21, 2007
so bored now...it's sunday blah,,so offday=)oh man,,tym to work alone agn on mons..but wdv la..so xian now,,ought to exercise least abit if not i'll becum a piggor if not,,i'llbecum a jellyfish la..wa lao,,nxt sun hav tis alumni tingy so shit man..n without consent my name got sent in too n lyk i so dont wanna go la,,P.O.S la tad person! lolx...i tink my brain's sth wrong,,keep having headaches n i dontkno y...arrgghh...oohh,,tis wk my work days r mostly 12-6!..hmm, but actualli,,workin at night dosen matter much le..i wont mind le cos of one reason, ahem*,sad casenow i ooughta smile=),,despite de pieces of shit happening,,it's betta to smile=)wads coming up is kinda scary..O LEVEL RESULTS,,my goshtad's ultra scary...9th feb lei wa lao b4 CNY,,how am i gonna face my family relatives n all??comfirm ask one lorx oh man..so dislyk ppl to ask abt my results la...im so dizzy now,,n sleepy...life is kinda gd now, in terms of not going sch for de first 3 mnths..i prefer tis life for now=)work&play...rawks
[*taz89*]1:14 AM
Saturday, January 20, 2007
i jus returned frm work...so tired la,,it's sat ytd, so there were mani customers,, de resturant was full!n we were running all ova de place...n de kitchen flr is so oily..so slippery lolx...wa lao,, nxt wk mon im workin alone n some oth days..sad case..hahanvm i can tok 2 de wall=)no la kiddin got ppl to tok to!eatin pasta evry work day is so BORING...im so full la.......n nxt wk im lyk workin mostly 12-6,, so ya..now i dontkno how im gonna spend my night..actualli workin at night oso not bad la..in lyk de reason y i din wan work at night cos i can go online earlier ma..but it's not much diff now ba.. so wad if i go online earlier n wait 4 him?lyk he'll speak to me la...he's so mean to me,,where got ppl suddenly liddat de...
[*taz89*]8:07 AM
Monday, January 15, 2007
today work was veri boring,, super duper boring till i can fall aslp..erm, bit stressful too cos i've to read e enu n learn to read those italian words n kno wad's the food n wads inside...it's so lyk studyin hehehe..n memorising lorx..i hate doing those stuff,,cos it drives me crazy...tink hor,, it'll take me a yr to finish de whole menu lolx..tads not veri gd..but least i stil finish wad right?? ha yea lorx..tml work's at night agn..so sick la..i dislyk workin at night, lyk so wth..go home so late den cant do aniting le...xian ar xian ar...
[*taz89*]8:42 AM
Sunday, January 14, 2007
ARGH! IM DAMN XIAN LA...APART FRM WORK,,IM TRAPPED AT HOME& WORK IS EQUALLY BORING N XIAN..WALAO EH,,MY LIFE IS GOOD AS NOT HAVING A LIFE..SIIGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!BOREDOM,,BOREDOM,,BOREDOM,,IM GONNA B A DEAD-HEARTED PERSON SOON...HOW ABT NUMB-HEARTED..NOW IM FACING A DULL WORLD,,COS MY HSE IS SO DARK,,NO MATTER HOW I SWITCH ON DE LIGHTS,,IT'S STILL DARK..BESDIES,,IT'S POURING OUTSIDE FOR MANY DAYS...MAKES THE WORLD EVEN MORE DULL...BUT,,HAPPINESS CAN STIL BE FOUND WITHIN TIS DULLNESS=),,IT'S OUR CHOICE..SMILE=)
[*taz89*]11:47 PM
im stoning,,staring into de thin air..but i still see you...no matter wad i do n try,, i still see you onli..okie im lyk blinded by you,,one day i'll put the curtains down,,n no longer be blinded..but tads if i can do it...
[*taz89*]6:37 AM
Friday, January 12, 2007
OH MY GOSH, IT'S WINTER IN S'PORE NOW!IT'S SO SO COLDD...right.., aniwae, i started work le..2nd day oni, wa many customers ba..but i tink dinner will hav many more.im super tired la aft work..sit down dont do aniting can doze off le...but work in tad resturant, so xian lei..if hav no customers..is reali dont hav de lorx..so xian la..but can earn $ can le la..but so little la the pay..luckily mine's part tym..if not less ar..XIAN..WAD TO DO??i dowan work there le la..airport makes me rmb alot of the past which i dont wish to rmb.cos rmbing dem makes my hart painful aft awhile...& tad sucks..
[*taz89*]4:24 AM
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
ha today was xian..bud less xian den other days..least i got out of my hse...played tennis den i had muscle ache on my thigh...n i even vomitted eww...wth..mus b i haven been realli exercising for quite awhile...den we went tm argh...nth much to do...wanted to get application form frm haiggen dazz bud end up oso din cos fren din realli felt lyk workin there le...sighgot contract oso ma...6months lei..BUD there's afternoon shift which ends at 5..so i dont mind...i wont mind ani job tad ends work at 5pm plus la..lolxhaiya its rather diff to find den..bud hav sum jobs liddat lei i found out...yea man...jiayou ba minqi!n hor..i purposely used the payfone to call sum1..well it was to test out sumting...n i kinda found out sumting too..bud hope it wasn true bacos if not i'll b so heartbroken=(bud i kind of trust him..so ya..hehehebud i guess i wont b so in2 him le..cos it'll b quite xing ku ba..wo men shi bu tong shi jie de ren, ke shi ni shuo guo, nothing is impossible..
[*taz89*]3:39 AM
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